Innocent Decision
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Have been learning loads about life for the past few days. Am quite surprised how life seems so mundane on every other day and some days it seems so hectic with so many issues to take note of and bother about - like the past few days.
Started last week with my medical centre attachment. I had to bring my trainees there and facilitate their training.
Hmm. Also, my duty in camp on a Wednesday.
Followed by the HQMC (HeadQuarter Medical Corps)Family Day at Wild Wild Wet. I spent my time there from abt 11am to 4pm. Thanks to my fellow NSFs.
And the lil time that i spent at Yuwaraj's chalet before heading home.
Going for my first ever Kumbabishegam (Consecration Ceremony) at Tank Road, Thendayuthapani Temple.
Overnighting at Pasir Ris Chalet (Yuwaraj's) with his friends...
Merely listing down the events that happen for the past one week won't explain much. But it sure show wat an eventful week i had. Whether i enjoyed it was another issue. But many things that happened in the course of the week was surely an eye opener! I had the opportunity to learn about the various people that i work closely with and also about myself. Rather Interesting!
Oh and thanks to all who came for my Sis birthday surprise BBQ. It wasn't exactly a success. I aint sure whether my sister anjoyed it. But i sure did.
I had a reason for organising the get together. :)
The BBQ was awesome. The lashing RAIN, which lashed twice. The fire at the BBQ - how long we took to start it - eh, it really showed how determine we were :) The food - whether it was nice is not the issue :) The people who came - whether they wanted to be there or was forced to be there is their own issue. :)
Patience is something i treasure alot. But sadly, people tend to mistake paitence as mere ignorance. Haha.
Being direct/open is something i always believed in. But sometimes, its best that we keep quiet, cos it solves alot of problem/avoids alot of problems. But then again... Is that the best way?!?!
I still think love is bullshit :) Sorrie :)
If you are confused, do not spread that around. Haha. It's not exactly healthy to have a buncha confused people roaming on the street. It will make the sane become insane; and the insane, brain dead :)
Pessimistic Optimist,
RaghaBoi ¶ 11:02 PM 0 Comments
Started last week with my medical centre attachment. I had to bring my trainees there and facilitate their training.
Hmm. Also, my duty in camp on a Wednesday.
Followed by the HQMC (HeadQuarter Medical Corps)Family Day at Wild Wild Wet. I spent my time there from abt 11am to 4pm. Thanks to my fellow NSFs.
And the lil time that i spent at Yuwaraj's chalet before heading home.
Going for my first ever Kumbabishegam (Consecration Ceremony) at Tank Road, Thendayuthapani Temple.
Overnighting at Pasir Ris Chalet (Yuwaraj's) with his friends...
Merely listing down the events that happen for the past one week won't explain much. But it sure show wat an eventful week i had. Whether i enjoyed it was another issue. But many things that happened in the course of the week was surely an eye opener! I had the opportunity to learn about the various people that i work closely with and also about myself. Rather Interesting!
Oh and thanks to all who came for my Sis birthday surprise BBQ. It wasn't exactly a success. I aint sure whether my sister anjoyed it. But i sure did.
I had a reason for organising the get together. :)
The BBQ was awesome. The lashing RAIN, which lashed twice. The fire at the BBQ - how long we took to start it - eh, it really showed how determine we were :) The food - whether it was nice is not the issue :) The people who came - whether they wanted to be there or was forced to be there is their own issue. :)
Patience is something i treasure alot. But sadly, people tend to mistake paitence as mere ignorance. Haha.
Being direct/open is something i always believed in. But sometimes, its best that we keep quiet, cos it solves alot of problem/avoids alot of problems. But then again... Is that the best way?!?!
I still think love is bullshit :) Sorrie :)
If you are confused, do not spread that around. Haha. It's not exactly healthy to have a buncha confused people roaming on the street. It will make the sane become insane; and the insane, brain dead :)
Pessimistic Optimist,
RaghaBoi ¶ 11:02 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, November 12, 2009
I have reached my 100th post :)
Let's Celebrate :)
Very long since i blogged eh? Why? Cos i have been pretty busy with alot of issues.
Been spending my Saturday nights, out. Outta my home for the whole night just to return back in the morning. Kinda like that life. The night life is so serene, calm, peaceful and COLD *shivers*. But i like it. The feeling of being alone is just so REFRESHing.
would have been 7.
now it's still 7.
7 years of friendship.
still strong and admired :)
"you chose not to believe in love.
it's not that you don't.
i don't know what kinda impression you have about love now.
maybe it's ur past relationship.
but you have believed in love.
and deep down you, u still do.
you are just trying to get that out of ur way.
stop deluding yourself dude"
- this was what someone told me when i told them that i don't believe in love. and well she decided to call me "stone-hearted", which i proudly accept. :)
Have you heard this saying "Empty Vessel makes the most noise".
It is usually used in terms of knowledge.
But i was thinking "I make soooo much of noise. Does that make me an empty vessel?"
Well, of course, YES!!!
Why?
Cos you see, my heart is empty - free of all kinda emotions, especially hatred/dislike/anger/sadness. So i make alot of noises when im with my friends.
I began questioning her.
I told her, it's not love after all i guess.
I don't believe in love.
But ur case was exceptional.
I thought that you were the only true love i found.
But you fooled me :(
and then something tells me.
NO!
That's the trap she wants u to fall in.
This love is the only love that can exist.
And that's the only love i believe in :)
Feared Innocence
RaghaBoi
