Innocent Decision
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Well, so many things
Life isn't easy going as it seems. Realised it today (again).
Too many things to take note of and care about. I was thinking that some may not need so much attention. But then again, not all. Some even take presidence over As!!!
Too many things to ignore.
And I can't seem to blog. My mind's racing with too many things that everytime I start typing something, another issue cuts in and confuses me. Haha...
People around me are having mixed emotions too. Well, I kinda' like mixed emotions. But not when there are too many and prolong for very long. At least we think, when we have mixed emotions.
It's hard to live when people throw words that have an impact on our lives. Whether they hurt, make us happy, angry or whatever. Words can really cause alot of emotions. Even being silent (word-less) can be such a pain at times. Of for some, keeping quiet makes people happy (I know people out there who wish that I will shuddup').
I remember this person whom I had a chat with for 4 hours plus. After that four hours plus, an SMS that day and I don't know whether he exists now (Obviously he is lah. Juts exaggerating abit). That person's silence kills at time 'cos i kinda' treated that person close to my heart.
I'm in no state to say this but people have to use words carefully. Some words are used so normally that people take it's real meaning for granted and it can sure have disastrous effects.
It's not about being sensitive. It's about the basic life as a human. Doesn't every human have feeling? Doesn't everyone need to be respected as a human? Does who you are explain your persona? Like if I'm a student, does that mean I should only study and not be what I want? If I'm a teacher, does that mean I have all the rights to decide my student's life or tell my student's they can/cannot achieve? Just because I am bus driver, can I decide the destination of my passengers?
I found out (from persona experience and from others' experience) that people see everything at a very surface level. They base everything on their adaptive consciousness. Most people judge the books by their covers.
Conversations over phone and SMSes never will work. Honestly. They don't really tell you how the other party thinks or feels. Hard to tell at times. Given that people can lie right under your nose, it isn't amazing that people can lie through phone!
I'm sure random. I know.
Oh ya. I still cannot digest alot of things that have happened. Like in Dance Arena - Can't believe that one group I dislike did quite well. And today. Some shocking news. Yesterday, some asshole's behaviour.
And yesterday, went to "Vadax" temple. Singaiyidi Urumi Melam came down to sing. There was this guy who sand a Murugan song at the Murugan Sannathi. His voice was POWER. I really loved his voice! It was so good! (Haha...)
I like Jaga's (my lovable GodSister) photo editing. Her fwensta's pictures are all so...captivating...
kk. I shall end here. I can go on and on and on!!! Nites...
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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99 days to As.
It's not easy studying when you are emotionally affected. Badly!
People around me do not seem to understand that.
All they can say is "Do your best.". Like I dunno' that.
But still, thanks lah. At least, with you people around, I know that I should be giving my best.
People in school are not really helping me with studies. Teachers and friends. Teachers just want results. Friends care about their preparation for As. It's hard to find anyone to turn to in school.
Talk about turning...
Have this sudden thought of taking a U-turn. Really!
Failing 4 out of 5 subjects for Mid-Years, is really not acceptable. Shows how bad I am.
My tutor told me "You are not supposed to be here". Well, to think about it. Very true.
Scraped through promos. Three Us...
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Monday, July 21, 2008
Call me a liar. Call me a flirt. Call me an anjadi. Call me whatever you want of your liking. It’s not going to affect me anymore. (I know it sounds pretty emo. Well, successfully I am emo today).
Guess the cause…
Neh, not in any mood to tell it to anyone.
Read this saying – “It’s not matter whether you have the passion. Even if you do, you might not have the talent.”. It seems rather true in my case. Sadly. Never knew life could be so depressing and irritating.
Truthfully, I never regretted being in a JC until I met you. You and your bunch of people. I still don’t get how I actually thought that this is the best life I can possibly get. I know for sure that the only way I can live the best life (of at least the way I want to) is to go to the temple and stay there forever. And I also know for sure that this will never happen anytime soon!!! Sad but true. Haha…
Sarah called me along for a movie. I wanna’ go but I have remedial till 615pm. Most of my classmates end school at 11am ‘cos my GP teacher didn’t come to school today. And so, I wait from 1230pm to 345pm for my next lesson. Actually no, since I have managed to waste an hour, blogging and printing tutorial. Now my watch reads 1330. Hmmm. Still another 2 more hours to go.
K gotta’ go. Going to study.
Let me tell you one thing. I’m not going to let whatever you say or do distract me from my path. I know where I am heading and I know that with GOD with me, I will never go wrong. So just leave your high hopes on thrashing my dreams somewhere far (like in Incredible India) and never come back to me. Good luck dude!!! ¶ 1:32 PM 0 Comments
Guess the cause…
Neh, not in any mood to tell it to anyone.
Read this saying – “It’s not matter whether you have the passion. Even if you do, you might not have the talent.”. It seems rather true in my case. Sadly. Never knew life could be so depressing and irritating.
Truthfully, I never regretted being in a JC until I met you. You and your bunch of people. I still don’t get how I actually thought that this is the best life I can possibly get. I know for sure that the only way I can live the best life (of at least the way I want to) is to go to the temple and stay there forever. And I also know for sure that this will never happen anytime soon!!! Sad but true. Haha…
Sarah called me along for a movie. I wanna’ go but I have remedial till 615pm. Most of my classmates end school at 11am ‘cos my GP teacher didn’t come to school today. And so, I wait from 1230pm to 345pm for my next lesson. Actually no, since I have managed to waste an hour, blogging and printing tutorial. Now my watch reads 1330. Hmmm. Still another 2 more hours to go.
K gotta’ go. Going to study.
Let me tell you one thing. I’m not going to let whatever you say or do distract me from my path. I know where I am heading and I know that with GOD with me, I will never go wrong. So just leave your high hopes on thrashing my dreams somewhere far (like in Incredible India) and never come back to me. Good luck dude!!! ¶ 1:32 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Week 4 of school
The only reason why I am blogging...
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is because Sarah visits my blog like almost EVERYDAY. She is either damn free or she loves reading my blog or she just visit my blog to admire the hot and sexy guy's photo. Haha.
Well, sorry Sarah, didn't blog the last few days. Too busy studying and sleeping. I'm back now. Oh, it was very sad to see you alone today lor. Like some lonely soul loitering around aimlessly! Maybe you weren't lonely la. But to me, when I saw, I felt so bad for you.
43 days to prelims and 106 days to As. Got my entry proof today. Freaked out when I saw it. It really hit me very hard that I am doing As this year. Somewhat too late to realise. But there's still time. My friends and I are sure gonna' work together for success.
Stayed in school a while yesterday and today to study. Thanks to Arrun Kumaar and Suthasini - they taught me Math. Especially Sutha. She sat through my nonsense for like half and hour, yet still thought me vectors ( a topic in JC Math syllabus). Bet she must have regretted it la. But she is such a nice teacher after all.
Was extremely depressed with my GP grade. Was expecting to pass my GP essay. Got 21. Well not that bad la, compared to my other friends. Wait, actually it is. Given that LiYing got 31. Shini got 30. Tanisha got 30+. Haha. Compare that with 21 mann. Well, that person who marked my GP essay really slammed my essay. She wrote comments like "It is lame.", "nonsense", "no!", "illogical" and "you like exaggerating, don't you?". GRRR... What the hell lah!!! SO demoralising. Made an effort to write a piece of essay and she/he made it seem like some "waste of red ink" kinda' paper. Overall, got an S for GP. Gosh! Never expected to fail GP.
And that specific teacher is forever irritating me!!! GRRR (louder and with more hatred now)...
Oh. Sivakangai came to school today. Was extremely happy to meet her la. After soooo long. She looked great and still the same - happy, cheerful, especially with that bright smile on her face. She told me to work hard for As. Well, should take her as my role model mann. [ For all who thinks that Siva and I are a couple. Sorry. Send your mind for some washing please. Siva's my godsister. She treats me like a younger brother and I treat her as my sister. We share this unexplained sibling bond lah. Too bad if you don't get it.]
So well, today is the start of Aadi Maasam. The one "event" that I was waiting for all these month. Yahoo!!! So exciting lah... I also dunno' why.
Well to all Hindus out there - "Happy Aadi Maasam".
OM SHAKTHI... SARVAM SHAKTHI MAYAM
Well, sorry Sarah, didn't blog the last few days. Too busy studying and sleeping. I'm back now. Oh, it was very sad to see you alone today lor. Like some lonely soul loitering around aimlessly! Maybe you weren't lonely la. But to me, when I saw, I felt so bad for you.
43 days to prelims and 106 days to As. Got my entry proof today. Freaked out when I saw it. It really hit me very hard that I am doing As this year. Somewhat too late to realise. But there's still time. My friends and I are sure gonna' work together for success.
Stayed in school a while yesterday and today to study. Thanks to Arrun Kumaar and Suthasini - they taught me Math. Especially Sutha. She sat through my nonsense for like half and hour, yet still thought me vectors ( a topic in JC Math syllabus). Bet she must have regretted it la. But she is such a nice teacher after all.
Was extremely depressed with my GP grade. Was expecting to pass my GP essay. Got 21. Well not that bad la, compared to my other friends. Wait, actually it is. Given that LiYing got 31. Shini got 30. Tanisha got 30+. Haha. Compare that with 21 mann. Well, that person who marked my GP essay really slammed my essay. She wrote comments like "It is lame.", "nonsense", "no!", "illogical" and "you like exaggerating, don't you?". GRRR... What the hell lah!!! SO demoralising. Made an effort to write a piece of essay and she/he made it seem like some "waste of red ink" kinda' paper. Overall, got an S for GP. Gosh! Never expected to fail GP.
And that specific teacher is forever irritating me!!! GRRR (louder and with more hatred now)...
Oh. Sivakangai came to school today. Was extremely happy to meet her la. After soooo long. She looked great and still the same - happy, cheerful, especially with that bright smile on her face. She told me to work hard for As. Well, should take her as my role model mann. [ For all who thinks that Siva and I are a couple. Sorry. Send your mind for some washing please. Siva's my godsister. She treats me like a younger brother and I treat her as my sister. We share this unexplained sibling bond lah. Too bad if you don't get it.]
So well, today is the start of Aadi Maasam. The one "event" that I was waiting for all these month. Yahoo!!! So exciting lah... I also dunno' why.
Well to all Hindus out there - "Happy Aadi Maasam".
OM SHAKTHI... SARVAM SHAKTHI MAYAM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Revised timetable
Revised Timetable
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Mentioned about my timetable that I had planned for my prelim preparation right? And how I wasn't planning to revised it although my friends did.
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Well, now it's my turn to revise it. Haha. I kinda' started slacking when I was home on Friday and Saturday. So, I am behind my timetable by two days. Not forgetting Wednesday's schedule, where I spent alot of time trying to do APGP, hence not being able to revise the scheduled Bio topics. Which means, as I am typing this blog, I am behind my timetable by three days. Waoh! That's alot!!!
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I have to stop slacking man. A's is in (wait, I forgot), 113 days... Prelims is in (I forgot this too), 47 days. Well, whether I have the correct number of days, I have to just realise that the number isn't big!!! Haha...
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Oh yeah. Went shopping today. Got myself a new pair of shoes - at last. And found out that I'm a very bad shopper. Quite picky and choosy with designs and price. And as expected, always thinking too much. Haha. Bet my mum was badly pissed with me and my choices (and of course, rejecting my own choices in the end). It was sure fun shopping after so long. Need to buy some more stuff.
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Talking about stuff. I remember my GP tutor telling me that the word "stuff" is not a standard English word. It's just used as a substitute for words that we are lazy to define. Haha. And GP isn't easy to pass - not forgetting that I should be aiming for an A.
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Oh ya. GP reminds me of Sharavana Rama - that senior of mine who got an A for GP last year for A's. And his English is freaking good. His essays are like way higher level than mine. Good usage of language and flow of writing. Yeah, today (actually yesterday - 12th July), was his birthday and I wished him. So fun wishing people for their birthday.
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K gotta' go sleep. Got to mug tomorrow as well. Must try to catch up with my timetable. If not, I really have to revise it, which I don't wanna' do. Haha
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:) AND I MISS MY NAVAZ... :(
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Well, now it's my turn to revise it. Haha. I kinda' started slacking when I was home on Friday and Saturday. So, I am behind my timetable by two days. Not forgetting Wednesday's schedule, where I spent alot of time trying to do APGP, hence not being able to revise the scheduled Bio topics. Which means, as I am typing this blog, I am behind my timetable by three days. Waoh! That's alot!!!
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I have to stop slacking man. A's is in (wait, I forgot), 113 days... Prelims is in (I forgot this too), 47 days. Well, whether I have the correct number of days, I have to just realise that the number isn't big!!! Haha...
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Oh yeah. Went shopping today. Got myself a new pair of shoes - at last. And found out that I'm a very bad shopper. Quite picky and choosy with designs and price. And as expected, always thinking too much. Haha. Bet my mum was badly pissed with me and my choices (and of course, rejecting my own choices in the end). It was sure fun shopping after so long. Need to buy some more stuff.
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Talking about stuff. I remember my GP tutor telling me that the word "stuff" is not a standard English word. It's just used as a substitute for words that we are lazy to define. Haha. And GP isn't easy to pass - not forgetting that I should be aiming for an A.
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Oh ya. GP reminds me of Sharavana Rama - that senior of mine who got an A for GP last year for A's. And his English is freaking good. His essays are like way higher level than mine. Good usage of language and flow of writing. Yeah, today (actually yesterday - 12th July), was his birthday and I wished him. So fun wishing people for their birthday.
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K gotta' go sleep. Got to mug tomorrow as well. Must try to catch up with my timetable. If not, I really have to revise it, which I don't wanna' do. Haha
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:) AND I MISS MY NAVAZ... :(
Friday, July 11, 2008
thoughts
Just like that
Well, it's like the first week of school, considering that the earlier two weeks were for exams. Things do not seem to be going the best way. Or actually, not going the way I wanted.
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Results are real bad. Felt that I wasted my holidays. Not cause I didn't study. But I studied ALOT, but the results don't seem to reflect that. Was ecpecting a much better grade for Chemistry and ended up getting a real sad U grade. Math - as expected a U grade too. But I wanted a better U grade. I got 22%! Nowhere near an S grade. Tamil Lit got a C grade. I so wanted an A. Well, Thiru decided to give me C. So I will just live with it.
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Was extremely depressed because of my Math grade. People who were all U graders seemed to have improved so much. One guy I know, jumped (leaped actually) from a U to a C. Waoh... That's like an improvement of three grades at least. There are some who are still, like me, getting U grades. That doesn't make me feel any better though.
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Friends are another issue here. One teacher says that I shouldn't be spending too much time with friends and start studying. Hello, get your point right Mr. Teacher. I do have friends whom I can turn to, to ask for help in studies. On the other hand, there are some whom just mingle with me (no, not mingle - stay with!!!) for FPLJ (fun, peace, laughter, joy). I kinda' found out that those buggers will move out from my life when they have gotten what they want from me. Sadly, those kind of people actually do exist in NYJC as well. Haha.
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Apart from these friends, there is a very small group of people who really take interest in my improvement. They encourage (and forced) me to prepare a timetable and follow by it strictly. They even make an effort to ask me how the previous day's revision went. My friends and I planned to study together many times, but we never met up to study. It's time that I really make use of the resources I have - not meaning to say that I will make use of my friends. I will surely remember these buncha' friends who bother to make a difference in my life.
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And that specific teacher who made me really pissed (on Tuesday) is still doing the same. Making me more pissed every time I meet him of have lessons with him. I can't escape! Just have to go through it. Just a few more months!
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Started with my prelims' preparations. Thanks to Jerome, Darilyn and Liying. We sat and planned together. Going okay according to the timetable. Liying revised her timetable 'cos she thought hers was too hectic. Well, she takes different subject combination from mine. Hopefully, she can cope with her new timetable. My timetable is rather hectic too. But am not planning to revise it. Sticking to the original because I should be able to catch up during the weekends (I better mann).
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Prelims is in another 48 days. A's in another 111 days. That's not alot. Seriously. Killer mann. Looking at my mid year grades will sure demoralise me. So, have to keep the mid year issue somewhere far and carry on preparing for prelims. I know I can do it. It's just Math that I am SO inconfident of...
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There's alot of things coming up too. Aadi maasam is like just around the corner. {I know Sarah will be reading my blog. So I shall be nice and just explain what Aadi Maasam is. Maasam is month. Aadi is a month in the Tamil calender. It's a very auspicious month for Hindu Goddess.} Will be attending alot of pooja-s and going temple often. Following that is Muar, Malaysia Firewalking. Don't know whether I will be going for that. I really want to go. But well, seeing my mid year results, I doubt whether my dad will consent. Haha. But I reeeeeeeaaaaaaaaalllllllyyyyyy want to go this year... And then there's Singapore's Firewalking - 20th October. Just a few days before A's. Who cares. I will still go...
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With so many things coming up, I really need to prioritise and manage time VERY well. So, hopefully that timetable I have will help. I have to start panicking lah. If not, sure cannot make it for A's.
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Pissed to the max
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Pissed to the max...
Today was a perfect day to enjoy school. It was independent study day and that meant that there was no lessons. Yahoo! Although I had to spend like 7 hours doing nothing, I enjoyed it because I could spend quality time with my friend. Especially Jerome. And how we sat together, discussing the number of days for prelims and As. Also, how we can work together to make a difference in our own's life - planning and preparing.
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I was taking a break when this stupid asshole called me from the second level. He asked me about my timetable and then began crapping about studies. Oh ya, just to mention that he is a teacher. And so, he asked me why I never consulted him. Irritating ass! Does he realise that I never went for ANY consultations before??? Neither am I intending to!!! He made it sound like a sin that I didn't call him for consultation.
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I was more than fucking pissed when he even cursed me that I will not get an A for that subject. He said I will get a B and that if I am depending on that subject to save me - no way, it won't. What the hell la. Is this what a teacher will say to a student??? He marked me down for Block Test. And if he is going to mark me down again, I will seriously heck care about him ready la.
Basket la he. Really spoil my mood to the max... He can even ask why I didn't bother looking for him to know my results. Like who would want to la. People would rather enjoy than get the results and "emo" about it right??? Because of this he came to a conclusion that I have no interest in that subject!!! Chicken sia... What a conclusion. I know I had the passion for that subject until he started teaching me!!!
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He was telling me that the opinion he had about me in J1 and now, is totally different. Too bad la. I didn't change my attitude and character la. It's just that you stupid fool made a strong and immediate opinion about me when you first saw me. And now that you think I am not the best person you know, you tell me that I don't live up to your expectations. Like why the shit would I wanna' live up to HIS expectations la. I don't even have expectations for myself. Who the GBF is he dei??? (GBF = Grandmother Backside Face)
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Wah really seh. Never in my life... No no... It's after so long that I really wanna' break someone's face la. URGH!!! ASSHOLE... DAMN...
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Day of Thoughts
Good Day.
Met her today. After so long. Was very happy to meet her. But upset that I could entertain her. Was busy entertaining the others. And it wasn't that she wanted to or was dying to talk to me. She didn't talk even when we had eye contact. She responded to others though. But I noticed the difference in her. Many thought that she was the same. I definitely could the see the difference. Calmer this time. Wanted to see her in action though. But she left early!
And I did something I previously didn't wanna' do. But I did. Even then, she wasn't expecting me to do so. She was more interested in the others. The many others that came were happy and the smile on their faces made me feel so proud. It's pretty long since I saw all of them lah.
Saw someone new too. She was the happiest. Was happy to see her. But she also didn't acknowledge lah. Haha!
Two people made me freaking irritated. They made things sound so fake. Especially one person. He made it sound like he knows it all and that what I know and see is all my imagination. I was so prepared to argue but just decided to shut up. They seem to think they know alot more than I do. Well, I cannot deny that. They sure know more in that sense, but whatever it is, they should have made their opinions more friendly! They say age will make me understand more and know more. I know, age will. But something tells me that I will not come into agreement with what they say.
Really want to sit down quietly and think about alot of things. But just lack the time and space.
Tired too.
Oh ya. I know one thing for sure. I can't get along very well with people with a specific name. Haha. I won't mention that name because I know alot of people with that name. And alot of people exist with that name. All the people I met so far, with that name, never stayed with me for long. Is it just pure coincidence or really fated that way? GOD knows. Haha. I really want to meet just that one person with this specific name though. Only met him once and had a really good chat with him and there he went disappearing! Was hoping to see him today. Shall wait for the next one...
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Thursday, July 3, 2008
uniVersity
That's the question I have to start asking myself. A's is in another approximately 106 days or so. And I'm so not prepared for A's yet.
People around me are expecting me to get like 4 As, straight As. Well, straight As, no longer possible 'cos I got a B for Project Work. 4 As is still a long way. I'm like at the bottom of the ladder and the ladder is as tall as my HDB blk (13 storeys by the way).
I have to decide soon where I wanna' go after A's. Or whether I should even take my A's! No point wasting time right? I could be better off taking my diploma in dunno' what. Even that is undecided.
Hmmm........... (still thinking)......... (still)........................... hmmm...................
Ya.
Innocent Decision #3:
Work hard for A's - fight the losing battle and achieve my goal!
Hell yeah mann!!! I've made my decision and noone's gonna' stop me. No! Noone CAN stop me!
{And now Balvinder Dorg tells me on MSN that I should start believing in myself and not waste the 1.5 years I have spent in JC. "its juz da last lap now so its useless givin up now"}
Thanks Balvinder Dorg. Well, just because you kinda' make me feel a lil' motivated, doesn't mean I will stop calling u Balvinder Dorg. Haha!
Well pretty much ready to face the losing battle. Something inside tells me I should be able to do it. FOCUS dude. That's what I always tell Nantheni. GOD will sure help!
Oh ya. I got my Bio MCQ tomorrow. Quite unprepared for it. Shall go and prepare for it soon. Late night studying for one day will not kill me! Haha.
Should neva procrastinate!
[This could be Innocent Decision #4]...
Haha...
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Do I even have a chance to go to the University?
People around me are expecting me to get like 4 As, straight As. Well, straight As, no longer possible 'cos I got a B for Project Work. 4 As is still a long way. I'm like at the bottom of the ladder and the ladder is as tall as my HDB blk (13 storeys by the way).
I have to decide soon where I wanna' go after A's. Or whether I should even take my A's! No point wasting time right? I could be better off taking my diploma in dunno' what. Even that is undecided.
Hmmm........... (still thinking)......... (still)........................... hmmm...................
Ya.
Innocent Decision #3:
Work hard for A's - fight the losing battle and achieve my goal!
Hell yeah mann!!! I've made my decision and noone's gonna' stop me. No! Noone CAN stop me!
{And now Balvinder Dorg tells me on MSN that I should start believing in myself and not waste the 1.5 years I have spent in JC. "its juz da last lap now so its useless givin up now"}
Thanks Balvinder Dorg. Well, just because you kinda' make me feel a lil' motivated, doesn't mean I will stop calling u Balvinder Dorg. Haha!
Well pretty much ready to face the losing battle. Something inside tells me I should be able to do it. FOCUS dude. That's what I always tell Nantheni. GOD will sure help!
Oh ya. I got my Bio MCQ tomorrow. Quite unprepared for it. Shall go and prepare for it soon. Late night studying for one day will not kill me! Haha.
Should neva procrastinate!
[This could be Innocent Decision #4]...
Haha...
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
DEAD tired
I don't know why but I'm just sooo tired today. I didn't even do anything. Didn't study mainly. I'm in like a "post-exam" mood, when I have three papers to go. And all H2!
Oh ya. I did my Chem MCQ today without having an eraser. How cool. I panicked initally. But well couldn't do anything right? So just decided to manage without an eraser. And Chem paper was a killer. So little time la. Or maybe just that I spent too much time thinking (like I always do).
Tired tired tired... Sleep sleep sleep... Dance dance dance... That's all I can think about!
Nites mann. zZzzZzzZzZz ¶ 10:55 PM 0 Comments
Oh ya. I did my Chem MCQ today without having an eraser. How cool. I panicked initally. But well couldn't do anything right? So just decided to manage without an eraser. And Chem paper was a killer. So little time la. Or maybe just that I spent too much time thinking (like I always do).
Tired tired tired... Sleep sleep sleep... Dance dance dance... That's all I can think about!
Nites mann. zZzzZzzZzZz ¶ 10:55 PM 0 Comments
