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Do I even have a chance to go to the University?
That's the question I have to start asking myself. A's is in another approximately 106 days or so. And I'm so not prepared for A's yet.
People around me are expecting me to get like 4 As, straight As. Well, straight As, no longer possible 'cos I got a B for Project Work. 4 As is still a long way. I'm like at the bottom of the ladder and the ladder is as tall as my HDB blk (13 storeys by the way).
I have to decide soon where I wanna' go after A's. Or whether I should even take my A's! No point wasting time right? I could be better off taking my diploma in dunno' what. Even that is undecided.
Hmmm........... (still thinking)......... (still)........................... hmmm...................
Ya.
Innocent Decision #3:
Work hard for A's - fight the losing battle and achieve my goal!
Hell yeah mann!!! I've made my decision and noone's gonna' stop me. No! Noone CAN stop me!
{And now Balvinder Dorg tells me on MSN that I should start believing in myself and not waste the 1.5 years I have spent in JC. "its juz da last lap now so its useless givin up now"}
Thanks Balvinder Dorg. Well, just because you kinda' make me feel a lil' motivated, doesn't mean I will stop calling u Balvinder Dorg. Haha!
Well pretty much ready to face the losing battle. Something inside tells me I should be able to do it. FOCUS dude. That's what I always tell Nantheni. GOD will sure help!
Oh ya. I got my Bio MCQ tomorrow. Quite unprepared for it. Shall go and prepare for it soon. Late night studying for one day will not kill me! Haha.
Should neva procrastinate!
[This could be Innocent Decision #4]...
Haha...
University, here I come. Hopefully not as a cleaner! Muahahahahahahaha