Innocent Decision
Friday, August 15, 2008
 

13 days to prelims. Today is the last Friday for Aadi Maasam. Tomorrow will be the last day for Aadi Maasam itself. So sad… So fast, my favourite month coming to an end. Good news is that I will be going Malacca on the 24th of August for another firewalking. Yahoo!!! Exciting eh? And I am going with my darling GodDad and GodMum. Even better, my darling GodSis Vaanthu is also coming along.

Everytime I see Sarah in school she gives me this weird smile and I some how can figure out that she is telling me to update my blog. Haha. I told her that I will post a very long entry that she can read it part by part.

Wanted to blog on Tuesday. Wanted to blog yesterday. But Ragha is a lazy pig. So… it explains itself. Oh ya. There’s this crazy girl in my class called Auyeong Weighing (that’s not the right spelling by the way). She calls me her fat pig and I call her my stupid dinosaur. We have been trying to sell each other off to other classmates. She wants to sell me for $5 and I want to sell her for $2.50. How cheap right? And we are supposed to be math buddies. The best part is we are always bickering! Every time we sit together in class, be it GP, math, biology or even lectures, we have to say something insulting to each other. We know that we don’t mean what we say. It’s funny sometimes – the things we say and her reactions. Oh and our dear Zhiling’s laughter when she hears our crappy talking.

Zhiling is the top student in my class (and 2 times top honour roll student). Even though she is extremely smart (especially if you compare her to me), she is very friendly. She mingles well with every one in class and is friendly with every one in school. Her laughter is distinct. It’s continuous and a little high pitch. My class can recognize her laughter easily. I really envy her intelligence. We both are in the same class. Her index number is before mine. She’s no.17 and I’m no.18. But the grades… You can see the huge difference. She’s like an all A student and I’m a below average student scoring two Us. Anyone who scrolls down the class list of marks, will surely notice the difference in grades between no.17 and 18. She’s smart and has a simply good character. Very rare to find such almost perfect character.

Wow. I just wrote one paragraph about Zhiling. Well, I can write a book if I want to go about talking about every soul in my class. If I want to talk about all the souls I know in NY, it will become a trilogy. Haha. No surprise.

Although I know a lot of people, whether in or out of NY, I seriously don’t want to trust anybody. Not that I don’t trust but I don’t want to. Too many experiences to state but they all teach the same thing – most people are not who they seem to be. They will seem like the best companions when you get to know them. After a while, they will just disappear into thin air. Suddenly, they will message or call. And the first question they will ALL ask is “Wah, someone never call at all ah. So busy ah?”. This question can really turn me off. I mean, I’m not those kind of idiots who just move away just because we don’t contact. I will take the time and effort to at least SMS a good night message or a good morning message. You people don’t have the courtesy to reply. I will still SMS. Maybe a few times more (10 times at least) and then I will decide that you really don’t deserve my attention. And that’s when I move off.

Okay. Let’s just move away from this friendship and crap. Studies are also a torture. As much as I am stressed, I envy my ITE friends. They live a relaxed life. But then, any ITE friend who sees me tells me “Eh Junior College/ A level student …..”. Irritating sia. Academics do not decide someone’s character. An uneducated freak can be so much nicer to be with compared to a University graduate. Seriously. Educated people are either too proud or too irritating. This may seem like an over-generalisation but that’s my personal observation.

My GP really worries me. The recent common test was something good. I got 4 marks for my AQ. 4 marks for my summary. But then the overall still didn’t change much. Haha. I got 0 for vocabulary. I skipped some questions too. My essay doesn’t seem to improve any much. Always at the 20+ range. My content and style are equally bad. I really don’t know how to improve my essay skills. Guess I have to expose myself to different types of writers and see how they write. Shall ask Vitz for her GP essays. Her GP is relatively good.

Well, I shall stop for now and go mug for my Math Mock Paper tomorrow. Am so not prepared for it. It’s just too fast la. But will try my best lor. Haha…

Cheers people. I lovee my NavaZ…

 
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