I had this sudden doubt just a few minutes ago. A very random one indeed.

I was thinking why did GOD categorize mankind into two different genders? Why the need for gender in the first place? Surely GOD would have known that there will be problems caused by mankind because of this gender difference. Why did GOD have to create humankind in such a way that there is a need for a man and a woman to come together, make love, have sex and continue mankind?

When GOD can create flowers that self-pollinate, why didn’t GOD create mankind, whether male or female, that could self-fertilise and live TOTALLY independently of the other type of being to continue the human species? Why the need for love? Why the need for sex? Why the need for age? Why can’t humans just remain the way they are? Create a world where man enters the world the way he is and lives forever that way.

I know that if people don’t die and more people are born, the earth will have no place. But then, why do people need to born? Just have the existing number lah. A consistent number. GOD will have so little work to do then. I mean, death is something everyone fears. And when someone dies, GOD gets scolded and cursed. Why go through all these trouble right? Just don’t have death and birth!

But then and again, if there aren’t new people born, then we have to see the same boring faces everyday. Wouldn’t that be better? Knowing someone for a whole lifetime, yet you don’t know the person totally. So what’s the use of getting to know more people, when in the end, you don’t actually know the person totally! You just know that there’s such a person and his character. But you don’t know how he thinks, what he wants, and his true personality!

I know many people. But whom do I actually know inside out? Is it even possible to know someone inside out in a lifetime, say that I live for like 75 years? At one moment, one person can be someone I treasure. Another moment he might be the person I hate the most. Many people know me, but how sure can I be that anyone actually knows the way I think? The way I want to pave my life. If we all just know each other skin deep, then are these relationship genuine?

What then is a genuine relationship? I know that trust is the basis of all relationships but how much trust is needed to begin a genuine relationship? What if past experiences prove otherwise that trust can after all be betrayed? If trust is the basis of a relationship, why then does the word betrayal exist? Are trust and betrayal like birth and death? Another of GOD’s play?

Or is it just perspective?

Ragha’s perspective?

¶ 12:57 PM