Sunday, March 22, 2009
I decided to blog before i head of to SISPEC. Yes, in case you don't know yet, i got posted to SISPEC after my BMT. Basically SISPEC is the sergeant course, for those who never heard of that term before. Need to travel all the way to boon lay! Pretty far eh? No choice la.
I don't think this blog will be updated anytime until maybe after my sister's birthday or something. Oh, a gentle reminder people. My sister's birthday is on 7th April. Just follow the countdown at the left side to know how many more days to her birthday.
Honestly, i'm not prepared for camp. It's got nothing to do with camp per say, but just that i'm leaving many things unattended before i go in. Many things... Just can't seem to solve them on time... Not gonna blog about them here and bore people to death. Haha.
Oh. I was reading a philosophy book titled "Why is there something rather than nothing?". I dunno who it was written by because his name is rather long and confusing unlike those normal names like James or John. Haha. I didn't read the whole book because i felt that his writing was rather repetitive. But there was this specific article from this book that actually captured my attention. Something to do with fate. Of course, something that i like.
It actually linked whatever that happens to mankind to the work of GOD. It also said that we cannot 'order' GOD to do this and that for us - order in this sense is to wish for something - because he has already written what is in store for us way before we even started to breathe. So, when our wishes don't seem to come true, it just means that GOD is doing justice to you by following what he has planned and not being influenced by you and your wishes, which does not have any guarantee.
I have been thinking about this lately. It may sound random to many but it maybe useful to some people; people like me too.
"In life we end up chasing our dream. We chase them in hope that we achieve that one day. However, sometimes, we just end up crashing. It puts a fullstop to that dream, temporarily. It doesn't mean that you can't move on to achieve that goal. As much as moving on is hard, it becomes a neccessity. Sometimes, being selfish is also not wrong when things don't work the way you want to, if and only if you have tried with intergrity and justice. See where life leads you when you fall back but don't let it kill you. Follow the path u see right ahead if your heart tells you so. You're sure about what you are doing, go ahead. But never regret. Always have something to fall back on because you don't wanna be stranded on an island with nowhere to go and noone to turn to. If people aren't there, it doesn't mean they don't care. It could mean that they need you there too. If depression knocks on your door, allow it in. Have a cup of coffee with it and then tell it to F-off because happiness is waiting to enter. You cannot totally avoid depression because it's waiting at your doorstep. And trust me, it's far stronger than happiness when you aren't ready for the challenges that you may face in the future."
till i blog again...
Where death begins,
Ragha :)
I don't think this blog will be updated anytime until maybe after my sister's birthday or something. Oh, a gentle reminder people. My sister's birthday is on 7th April. Just follow the countdown at the left side to know how many more days to her birthday.
Honestly, i'm not prepared for camp. It's got nothing to do with camp per say, but just that i'm leaving many things unattended before i go in. Many things... Just can't seem to solve them on time... Not gonna blog about them here and bore people to death. Haha.
Oh. I was reading a philosophy book titled "Why is there something rather than nothing?". I dunno who it was written by because his name is rather long and confusing unlike those normal names like James or John. Haha. I didn't read the whole book because i felt that his writing was rather repetitive. But there was this specific article from this book that actually captured my attention. Something to do with fate. Of course, something that i like.
It actually linked whatever that happens to mankind to the work of GOD. It also said that we cannot 'order' GOD to do this and that for us - order in this sense is to wish for something - because he has already written what is in store for us way before we even started to breathe. So, when our wishes don't seem to come true, it just means that GOD is doing justice to you by following what he has planned and not being influenced by you and your wishes, which does not have any guarantee.
I have been thinking about this lately. It may sound random to many but it maybe useful to some people; people like me too.
"In life we end up chasing our dream. We chase them in hope that we achieve that one day. However, sometimes, we just end up crashing. It puts a fullstop to that dream, temporarily. It doesn't mean that you can't move on to achieve that goal. As much as moving on is hard, it becomes a neccessity. Sometimes, being selfish is also not wrong when things don't work the way you want to, if and only if you have tried with intergrity and justice. See where life leads you when you fall back but don't let it kill you. Follow the path u see right ahead if your heart tells you so. You're sure about what you are doing, go ahead. But never regret. Always have something to fall back on because you don't wanna be stranded on an island with nowhere to go and noone to turn to. If people aren't there, it doesn't mean they don't care. It could mean that they need you there too. If depression knocks on your door, allow it in. Have a cup of coffee with it and then tell it to F-off because happiness is waiting to enter. You cannot totally avoid depression because it's waiting at your doorstep. And trust me, it's far stronger than happiness when you aren't ready for the challenges that you may face in the future."
till i blog again...
Where death begins,
Ragha :)
18 miles away, i see her smile.
she's the one i need.
she's the one i see.
the moon in the darkest night.
the river in the dryest land.
yes, it's her that need.
now and eva.
¶ 9:07 PM
