Friday, January 1, 2010
And so begins 2010. :)
First and foremost, Happie New Year to one and all :)
Wanted to do a reflection-blog about 2009, before the year ended. Sadly, didn't find the time to do so. Sobz :(
2010, without any doubt, was a blast start off. Hoping to have more fun and adventure in 2010. With lessons learnt from the past year, hopefully i don't repeat the same mistakes again and lead a better life.
Isn't that what everyone wants, a better life? Lets all make it happen - work together for a better future and life.
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Let me backtrack to 2009, to highlight a few issues that are important.
Love. Apparently, my ex relationship isn't at all ended. Not saying that there's still a problem. Just that the other half seems to be stagnant. I won't blame her for not being able to move on. But well... It's been quite a while - and she doesn't seem to be able to move on. I'm rather surprised cos she seemed like she was all ready for a life without the past affecting her. Well, NO!!! I was wrong. I don't know whether she has something planned for the new year with regards to "us". Something tells me she has. Which is good. Hopefully, she succeeds. :)
Oh... I stayed up late tonight, just to watch "Unnale Unnale". It's a movie so close to heart. I like the storyline, especially the ending. It's a good movie for lovers to watch!
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Friendship. As expected, i made ALOT of new friends in 2009. Old friends did remain, although some decided to move off. Many problems surfaced with this many people.
NavaZ. First time in three years, there was no NavaZ gathering. And well, noone seemed to disturbed about it. Which is good, just to a smalle extent. Oh, for your info, NavaZ may seem inactive, but it still exist! :) Whether or not, we meet up or have minor problems here and there, there will be no point where NavaZ will cease to exist :)
I have to admit that towards the end of the year, i wasn't as emotionally strong as i did at the beginning of 2009. I managed to pull thru though. Honestly, i was not at all prepared to face 2010. I wanted a new beginning in 2o10, but with so many issues unattended to, 2010 seems like a continuation of 2009, rather than a new beginning. Somehow, i know that sometime soon, 'end' will find its way to me and i can have a new beginning :)
Also, i have to admit that i'm addicted to COFFEE :)
Sometime in Dec, i beging sending many of those people in my contact lists, morning greeting msges. Despite the time being early, many people feedback to me that they appreciate those msges and it makes their day bright. Some even say they look forward to my msges everyday, that when i don't send one, they panick. Haha. I have decided to make an effort to send such msges everyday, but that depends on my brain/mind, because all those msges i sent are created by me - random thoughts that appear in my head when i sit in my office, waiting for work to start :) So fret not, you should be receiving a greeting msg everyday :)
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I spent my first day of 2010 reading this story about this girl named Oh Siew May. Someone with cerebral palsy - how she fought her way thru the torments of life and became someone who lived her dream. What shocked me was that she had even scaled a Mount Kinnabalu. That's an achievement! Interestingly, she had a younger sister who was retarded and her brother was not of much help, rather a burden. I have yet to read the whole story.
There's this particular thing that she says with i used to tell people. Everything in life has a choice. Never blame fate for whatever that happens in life, because whatever happens is your choice. The path you chose to take is your choice, whatever happens in that path is fate. If you had chosen the other path, the experiences you encounter there would surely be different.
Another thing that i totally agree with her is the fear of the judgement that people may pass.We tend to not accomplish a lot of things in life cos of this fear. We worry that people might mock us, laugh at us. Siew May was laughed at, she was nicked as an alien, cos of the way she looked and spoke. She had cried to herself many times, questioning GOD whether this is the life she had asked for.
Of course, she did not clear all the obstacles on her own. She had the support of her friends, whom she is very much grateful too. She says that without those friends, she would not be where she is today.
Friends are like studies/lecture. They can only educate you in certain ways. In the end, when you take the examination, you are all alone. Friends teach you thru experience; enemies too. Honestly speaking, enemies teach you more than friends. Because humans tend to learn and remember things when put across in a bitter way :)
My mum always advices (in tamil, and it somewhat rhymes that way) : When someone close to you scolds you, it's an advice. When a stranger scolds you, it's an insult.
Most of the time, we tend to start thinking and acting when we get insulted. We take for granted the lovely advice we receive from people we love.
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As for my love life... I know that i said that love is bullshit. In 2010, i have decided to be more open towards love. Afterall, if peopel say that the world revolves around love, there should be a lil sign of existence of love. So i have decided to go all out in search for the existence iof love. Do not take me wrong here - i'm not finding a relationship, but just merely the existence of love! :)
????!!!???!!!??!?!?!?!?!
Should be starting to actively blog again pretty soon. Blog has been dead quite a while since my 19th Birthday :)
Till then,
Cheers,
Happie '10 :) ¶ 2:05 PM
First and foremost, Happie New Year to one and all :)
Wanted to do a reflection-blog about 2009, before the year ended. Sadly, didn't find the time to do so. Sobz :(
2010, without any doubt, was a blast start off. Hoping to have more fun and adventure in 2010. With lessons learnt from the past year, hopefully i don't repeat the same mistakes again and lead a better life.
Isn't that what everyone wants, a better life? Lets all make it happen - work together for a better future and life.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Let me backtrack to 2009, to highlight a few issues that are important.
Love. Apparently, my ex relationship isn't at all ended. Not saying that there's still a problem. Just that the other half seems to be stagnant. I won't blame her for not being able to move on. But well... It's been quite a while - and she doesn't seem to be able to move on. I'm rather surprised cos she seemed like she was all ready for a life without the past affecting her. Well, NO!!! I was wrong. I don't know whether she has something planned for the new year with regards to "us". Something tells me she has. Which is good. Hopefully, she succeeds. :)
Oh... I stayed up late tonight, just to watch "Unnale Unnale". It's a movie so close to heart. I like the storyline, especially the ending. It's a good movie for lovers to watch!
---
Friendship. As expected, i made ALOT of new friends in 2009. Old friends did remain, although some decided to move off. Many problems surfaced with this many people.
NavaZ. First time in three years, there was no NavaZ gathering. And well, noone seemed to disturbed about it. Which is good, just to a smalle extent. Oh, for your info, NavaZ may seem inactive, but it still exist! :) Whether or not, we meet up or have minor problems here and there, there will be no point where NavaZ will cease to exist :)
I have to admit that towards the end of the year, i wasn't as emotionally strong as i did at the beginning of 2009. I managed to pull thru though. Honestly, i was not at all prepared to face 2010. I wanted a new beginning in 2o10, but with so many issues unattended to, 2010 seems like a continuation of 2009, rather than a new beginning. Somehow, i know that sometime soon, 'end' will find its way to me and i can have a new beginning :)
Also, i have to admit that i'm addicted to COFFEE :)
Sometime in Dec, i beging sending many of those people in my contact lists, morning greeting msges. Despite the time being early, many people feedback to me that they appreciate those msges and it makes their day bright. Some even say they look forward to my msges everyday, that when i don't send one, they panick. Haha. I have decided to make an effort to send such msges everyday, but that depends on my brain/mind, because all those msges i sent are created by me - random thoughts that appear in my head when i sit in my office, waiting for work to start :) So fret not, you should be receiving a greeting msg everyday :)
.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.....,,,,
I spent my first day of 2010 reading this story about this girl named Oh Siew May. Someone with cerebral palsy - how she fought her way thru the torments of life and became someone who lived her dream. What shocked me was that she had even scaled a Mount Kinnabalu. That's an achievement! Interestingly, she had a younger sister who was retarded and her brother was not of much help, rather a burden. I have yet to read the whole story.
There's this particular thing that she says with i used to tell people. Everything in life has a choice. Never blame fate for whatever that happens in life, because whatever happens is your choice. The path you chose to take is your choice, whatever happens in that path is fate. If you had chosen the other path, the experiences you encounter there would surely be different.
Another thing that i totally agree with her is the fear of the judgement that people may pass.We tend to not accomplish a lot of things in life cos of this fear. We worry that people might mock us, laugh at us. Siew May was laughed at, she was nicked as an alien, cos of the way she looked and spoke. She had cried to herself many times, questioning GOD whether this is the life she had asked for.
Of course, she did not clear all the obstacles on her own. She had the support of her friends, whom she is very much grateful too. She says that without those friends, she would not be where she is today.
Friends are like studies/lecture. They can only educate you in certain ways. In the end, when you take the examination, you are all alone. Friends teach you thru experience; enemies too. Honestly speaking, enemies teach you more than friends. Because humans tend to learn and remember things when put across in a bitter way :)
My mum always advices (in tamil, and it somewhat rhymes that way) : When someone close to you scolds you, it's an advice. When a stranger scolds you, it's an insult.
Most of the time, we tend to start thinking and acting when we get insulted. We take for granted the lovely advice we receive from people we love.
'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''////////////////////''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
As for my love life... I know that i said that love is bullshit. In 2010, i have decided to be more open towards love. Afterall, if peopel say that the world revolves around love, there should be a lil sign of existence of love. So i have decided to go all out in search for the existence iof love. Do not take me wrong here - i'm not finding a relationship, but just merely the existence of love! :)
????!!!???!!!??!?!?!?!?!
Should be starting to actively blog again pretty soon. Blog has been dead quite a while since my 19th Birthday :)
Till then,
Cheers,
Happie '10 :) ¶ 2:05 PM
