Innocent Decision
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Nilavinai Enakku Arugil Kaatiyathu Neethaanae
Malarin Mugavarigal Sonnathu Neethanae
Kaatru Boomi Vaanam
Kaathal Paesum Megam
Ariumugam Seithathu Yaar
En Anbae Neethanae
Just lyrics from my all time favourites - Oru Poiyavathu Sol Kannae.
"What happens if the person you hate most becomes your second personality?"
And by this, i don't mean a real second person. I am pretty sure that eacn individual has somesort of character in them that they wished they never had. One that isn't exactly good,or something that they were never proud about to consider as an asset and flaunt it.
And what if that particular trait/character becomes the empowering one and takes control of the your life?
Surely, you would have control over it, since it's all about you. But what if you just seem t be weak and let that 'negative' trait take over - leaving you unable to fight back? It's just life the normal cold (what people mistake as flu), where the bug takes over you and makes you feel so miserable that you don't want to work and just spend all day sleeping.
In this kind of situation, what would one do?
- Let it take control
- Wait for the right time to fight back
- Wait for help to come
- DIE (haha :p)
Jealousy brings u nowhere!
Anger brings u somewhere, far from being where you want to be.
Happiness brings u everywhere.
Sadness brings you everywhere too, all those places you wouldn't want to be.
Heard this before,
"If you fail to plan, you are planning yo fail".
People who fail in life - do they fail to plan? Or things just happen and they just begin to lose hope and let things fall in place, which isn't the way they wanted things to be in the first place?
I mean, sometimes, when you plan a day ahead, and things take the wrong turn, it ends up leaving you in a day of total mess - something you cannot stop cos everything goes haywire.
When things that you plan for a day can become a failure, what is the guarantee that things you plan for life, would remain the way you planned it?
Honestly, things do NOT turn out the way you want it to be, most of the time. A fellow NSF friend of mine said this " 90% of the things you worry about never happens". Which is true. And at the same time, 90% of the things that you don't worry about happen! Like WTH sia! :)
All in all, there's only one thing that you could do - PREPARE for the worst.
and here it comes again, whatever choice you make, make sure it's YOUR choice and a choice that you never REGRET! :)
Cheers!
Planning to plan,
Ragha
Sunday, May 16, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R62X68NGAoo
Please do have a look at this lyrics-video of one my favourite songs.
Titled: Never Had a Dream Come True
I don't know whether i have actualli posted this song/lyrics on my blog before. But im just in love with this song. Everytime i hear it, i make sure it is repeated several times before i stop hearing it. The only reason why it will stop is cos my batt will die or it will be too late. Haha.
I dedicate this song to three girls. Three girls i consider very important in my life.
Titled: Broken (by Spore Idol Sezairi Sezali)
Heard this song just yesterday. They had broadcasted it on TV. I kinda liked it immediately. It wasn't the voice (Sorry Sezairi), but the lyrics. It was something i could dearly hold on to. I just like the song and the video. Awesome! :)
Declined Acceptance,
Ragha ¶ 10:14 PM 0 Comments
Please do have a look at this lyrics-video of one my favourite songs.
Titled: Never Had a Dream Come True
I don't know whether i have actualli posted this song/lyrics on my blog before. But im just in love with this song. Everytime i hear it, i make sure it is repeated several times before i stop hearing it. The only reason why it will stop is cos my batt will die or it will be too late. Haha.
I dedicate this song to three girls. Three girls i consider very important in my life.
- She has been with me for the longest period of time. I think i know her inside out. I just want to tell her something. Make sure the decisions u take are right. It's gonna be hard for me to see you go thru shit. I think of telling you everytime, but i know it's gonna hurt u big time. I don't know which is more hurtful. What i think i need to tell you or what you are going thru? Maybe the day will come when i need to tell you. But hopefullie, you make a wise choice before then! :)
- She has been with me for long. By long, i really mean long. Not many have been with me for that long. The lyrics somehow just remind me of you. Do take a good look at the lyrics. You will find something to reflect on.
- She, amongst the three had the shortest time spent with me. By far, i can daresay, that was the shortest friendship (or more) that i ever had! I just remember you, although there's very little chance that we will ever meet. I will remember you for long. I just wanna thank you for that short time we had spent together on our first meet. I will never forget that day. :)
Titled: Broken (by Spore Idol Sezairi Sezali)
Heard this song just yesterday. They had broadcasted it on TV. I kinda liked it immediately. It wasn't the voice (Sorry Sezairi), but the lyrics. It was something i could dearly hold on to. I just like the song and the video. Awesome! :)
Declined Acceptance,
Ragha ¶ 10:14 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Went to catch Ironman2 with my colleagues. Such a unique outing i would say. With my Boss and fellow two NSF. Although, the person who this outing was organised for, didn't/ wasn't able to make it! Haha. It has been a while since i went to watch movies with non-indian friends. And the first time i had the chance to spend time with my boss and department guys, other than in camp/mess/canteen/work-related issues. And yeah, having a drink with them at Macs and the discussions we had. Nice! Thanks Ma'am! :)
The movie was awesome! I liked the Ironman. As in the guy who did the role of Ironman. Not when he was in his Ironman suit saving the world, but when he was just a simple human. I like his personality, if i should say! I don't know whether he was sarcastic... I won't say he was. But, just the way he puts his words across. Simple nice! :)
I know of this man, who is not exactly alone. But seems to be in his own world. Unable to say them out. Cos everyone thinks he is in the wrong. I feel bad that i don't make the effort to help him out. But i know that it is my choice notto actually talk to him. He seems to want to say something to many people, but he chooses to remain silent. He knows that one day, he can rely on the people who are now distant away from him. Or at least he hopes so. I'm sure his hopes will not be dashed! :) Man, just speak up. No point being quiet. U know it is not helping you. I know you find it hard. But face it, it was always this way, in case u haven't realised!
Every time we sms each other, we both know that sometimes whatever we say, just means something. Something more in depth that what it really is supposed to mean! haha. and well, such a chat was carried out yesterday and then it turned explicit. So well, i can assure you. I am thinking. I cannot promise (i don't promise, by the way. I don't believe in it! *Irony*) you that i can make a decision. It takes a while you know. But hopefully i make one, that is good, for both you and me! It's not the number of years, it's the years that are to come!
Idealism and realism. This is what my colleague said " idealisms will never become realism". And another friend replied "that is why there have different names". Wasn't a prolonged convo, but an issue that had set me thinking.
Idealism - what you kinda expect, what you look out for, what you prefer. That's how i see idealism.
Realism - what is there right in front of u, reality basically, something that you have little control over.
So is it true that idealism and realism can never meet???
Sometimes i know that whatever they do is wrong? but is it up to me to say anything? yes it is. but will that help? or will it become the cause of separation? im not afraid of separation. But i am more worried about the other party coping with it. Or shall i be selfish and heck about how the other person manages the aftermath?
It is not easy on my part to remain silent. But i think i will just remain silent. But i don't want to see u suffering in that corner. I won't blame you. and it isn't my fault. But it's time i talk. But... It's gonna cause a separation. Wait, didn't i mention that before! Haha. See... I shall make another innocent decision soon! :)
Deciding the Undecided,
Ragha :) ¶ 8:17 PM 0 Comments
The movie was awesome! I liked the Ironman. As in the guy who did the role of Ironman. Not when he was in his Ironman suit saving the world, but when he was just a simple human. I like his personality, if i should say! I don't know whether he was sarcastic... I won't say he was. But, just the way he puts his words across. Simple nice! :)
I know of this man, who is not exactly alone. But seems to be in his own world. Unable to say them out. Cos everyone thinks he is in the wrong. I feel bad that i don't make the effort to help him out. But i know that it is my choice notto actually talk to him. He seems to want to say something to many people, but he chooses to remain silent. He knows that one day, he can rely on the people who are now distant away from him. Or at least he hopes so. I'm sure his hopes will not be dashed! :) Man, just speak up. No point being quiet. U know it is not helping you. I know you find it hard. But face it, it was always this way, in case u haven't realised!
Every time we sms each other, we both know that sometimes whatever we say, just means something. Something more in depth that what it really is supposed to mean! haha. and well, such a chat was carried out yesterday and then it turned explicit. So well, i can assure you. I am thinking. I cannot promise (i don't promise, by the way. I don't believe in it! *Irony*) you that i can make a decision. It takes a while you know. But hopefully i make one, that is good, for both you and me! It's not the number of years, it's the years that are to come!
Idealism and realism. This is what my colleague said " idealisms will never become realism". And another friend replied "that is why there have different names". Wasn't a prolonged convo, but an issue that had set me thinking.
Idealism - what you kinda expect, what you look out for, what you prefer. That's how i see idealism.
Realism - what is there right in front of u, reality basically, something that you have little control over.
So is it true that idealism and realism can never meet???
Sometimes i know that whatever they do is wrong? but is it up to me to say anything? yes it is. but will that help? or will it become the cause of separation? im not afraid of separation. But i am more worried about the other party coping with it. Or shall i be selfish and heck about how the other person manages the aftermath?
It is not easy on my part to remain silent. But i think i will just remain silent. But i don't want to see u suffering in that corner. I won't blame you. and it isn't my fault. But it's time i talk. But... It's gonna cause a separation. Wait, didn't i mention that before! Haha. See... I shall make another innocent decision soon! :)
Deciding the Undecided,
Ragha :) ¶ 8:17 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, May 2, 2010
NavaZ
Dance
Passion
hIm
heR
Devotion
Difference
Finance
-Just all the random thoughts that have been messing up my brain for the past few hours. Expect it to last a while!
Mistaken Identity,
RaghaBoi ¶ 11:01 PM 0 Comments
Dance
Passion
hIm
heR
Devotion
Difference
Finance
-Just all the random thoughts that have been messing up my brain for the past few hours. Expect it to last a while!
Mistaken Identity,
RaghaBoi ¶ 11:01 PM 0 Comments
